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AIHTNYCIAC
Life is about trusting your feelings, taking chances, being torn apart, getting cheated, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past and realizing life goes on.
Monday, August 21, 2006


hiee.
today is totally so freakingly NOT MY DAY.
ahh.
first, i flunk chem.
BY TAT 1/2 MARK!
stab myself la. arghh, i cried la.
if i did not waste tat 1mark fer phy, i can get A2 le.
im always so suay.
wad de hack.
phy was once disaster.
but now, CHEM IS.
gosh, save me!~
ok, i told my dad &mum bout it.
luckily, my dad was like, oh okay. half mark, try harder next time.
&my mum was like? i fergotten her reaction la.
haha(x

&today's lit play was ruined.
partly coz of me.
&im so guilty actually.
sorry girls!
i didnt mean to laugh)=
&duz, UR ROASTED PIG IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL(x
international gay colour!(:

after skool wad de hack, i totally explode la.
walao. mervyn's bunch of friend still crapping bout me being his fan.
F*CK can. im not la.
ive had enuf. stop toking bout it ok.
i've shouted at u once, coz i simply cant take is any longer.
i really cant take ppl crapping bout things r tat r so untrue &ppl doing it r concidared as craps or idiots by me.
although i care bout wad u peeps say tat y i shouted at u all this afternoon, BUT it doesnt mean im idiot too.
&im not gonna care how my freaking reputation gonna drop la.
I SIMPLY HAD HAD ENUF OKAY
&ive gotta say, those ppl r juz good-fer-nothing.
wad de hell can, judge a book from its cover? f*ck can, so wad if i have mervyn as my PS snr?
izzit any prob concerning u?
or u r so ridiculously so unhappy bout it tat u peepos have to crap bout the fan club thing?
no point rite. a bunch of squared-brain boys
&my name, is CYNTHIA.
pls do not go around calling me - fan-club CM.
its not funny &i dun ever find any tiny winy point tat is so funny bout it.
its totally crap can.
if i wanna have a fanclub, it'll never be fer mervyn, coz, he is juz a friend tat ive always been keeping contact in can.
dun ever tell me u dun ever have a friend/snr tat u r keeping contact wif?
i'll laugh my teeth off la.
&i felt tat im such an uncivilised person today can.
all because of it.
i simply shout my arse off la.
its all because tat i cant stand them anymore if not i'll hardly do it.
*though im someone who always screams at duz &roy*
ur bunch of friend juz left me wif rotten impression
&f*ck i dun tink u even give a bloody damn, but like i ever care can.
*sorry fer the vulgarities*

CO-ed
same things happened.
but today, no scoldings(:

meeted up wif duz after CO.
discussed bout the badminton thingy.
yeaps, decided to book it next week
ok, wadeva, its his decision &im juz supporting him la.
haha, wad a nice friend(:
lols.

home-d at 7.30?
alamak can. tmr gotta pass up art &im like dunno how the hack to colour it.
&im gonna be rated ZERO if i dun hand up tmr.
shucks.
skool getting sian &lessons r becoming sleeping time.
esp maths i simply closed my freaking eyes la.
but, i dun even dare to SLEEP la.
mrs chiew is such a nice person &a cutie(x

ok, i tink i better go tink bout my art.
bYe peeps(:
take good care
&i really tink tat my reputation is DOWN now.
but who cares. i live my own rawking way(:

&that was what we thought at,
9:08 PM