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AIHTNYCIAC
Life is about trusting your feelings, taking chances, being torn apart, getting cheated, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past and realizing life goes on.
Friday, August 25, 2006


hiee..
im going dead now.
hanging at the edge alrdy.
haiis. i tink im gonna get kick out of the prefectorial board lo),=
its like so darn obvious la. all the things i did was so freakingly pulling the board's image down.
tie down, socks low. &hell-ly, i wore bright blue hairband.
tat day i really really fergotton about ties, &unluckily i got caught.
man, &miss koe is like bringing the matter up &she say she is gonna do another selection on new term.
&i doubt mdm khadijah will wan me anymore can.
she hates me like hell la. &she said, im not fit to be a prefect wif my kind of attire.
&its to miss koe. haiis, im sure to be sacked.
socks low, i mean hey, even snr's socks r low &now, my socks r higher alrdy le lo.
can c logo le can. but still im not doing the right thing.
my conduct is the worst.
bright blue band, ok, i admit, im so wrong.
i lost my black one so.. im wearing my blue one. nevermind. i still got caught.
&my hair is too long. need a haircut. deborah told me so.
haiis..
something tat someone said really make me felt so upset.
she dun trust me at all can.
not even a winy bit.
hell, im so upset la. i tot shes a really understanding person but hell-ly, she simply shoot me off &im totally disappointed can.
haiis.
&XXX simply scold me off la.
wad de hack, im like at there sad &shes like making me feel worse can.
shes like hell it, its not like they refering to u rite, tiam la.
wad de hack? im like so darn worried le can.
nevermind, no one would noe how im feeling. haiis),=
im like depressed like hell when i went into the klz can.
so down la, miss koh was asking whether im alright.
haiis. so, im tinking of quiting before they kick me out.
since im bringing disgrace to the board like some ppl feel like, i might as well quit &bring less trouble to the board.
haiis.. i'll tink of it.

&during geog lesson, things get worser can.
im like gonna breakdown le can.
&some idiots juz kept appearing &doing idiotic things.
hell. but im not gonna care anymore, coz the more i care, the more things i'll have to worry fer.
so, i rather give up everything &start from ground zero.

wad de hell is so wrong wif me man.
haiis. duz say, as long as im willing to change, i can change to a better person &i'll not get kicked out.
but, nah, i noe these rules.. dun ferget im in dz's prefectorial board b4 too.
&haiis, no matter how much u change, no one would ever care, coz to them u r juz a bloody hack.
&haiis. ok, stop le la)=

im getting more &more fergetful nowadays.
yesterday, b4 leaving the skool after CO, i left my fone in klz.
and zt helped me brought it out. (:
THKS!(:
&i remembered i put my file into my bag, but it ended up in klz. hell.
today, i left my wallet in klz. &duz took it out fer me(:
THKS still, though u did something which i feel like to kill u!:D
but, nevermind. i dun really mind though.

thks to those who gave me support after the morning thingy tat happened(:
*miss koh!
thks alort(: its not because of roy not answering my ques tat i got so upset(:

*duz(:
thks alort! its always u tat crack jokes &make me smile!
thks a big damn lort! &u'r the pro(x

*jessie!
thks alort, though i ignored u, im sorry)=
i really didnt noe wad to say when we'r in skool, but i noe u always care(:

*fangting &kaixin
really thkx u(: its really great to have u both as friends!

*those who asked whether im ok.
really thks alort to all!
thks fer caring, &im gonna get better sooner or later(:
so no worries!:D
&viv, pris, shiwei, i'll really get better soon(:

today is sure a depressing day fer me.
im getting really vexed now.
&haiis. nevermind.

i better get going(:
take good care &happy weekend!

&that was what we thought at,
7:57 PM