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AIHTNYCIAC
Life is about trusting your feelings, taking chances, being torn apart, getting cheated, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past and realizing life goes on.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006


hell, im perhaps gonna burst soon.
all my hard work is not being recognised.
im not not trying to help, but im juz keeping quiet
yes, i dun tink there is a need fer me to give a reply over things that we've discussed u noe.
&wad've i gotten?
scoldings.
zhengshiyang juz scold me off can.
wad de hell? IF IM TRYING TO EMBARRASS THE GROUP TMR, I WONT BE DOING THE SPEECH JUZ NOW. im preparing it can,its like u're the one asking this tat u've discussed in the afternoon
&now, u're saying that im trying to embarrass the grp?
hell it, i wanna kill u.
its not like when im keeping quiet, im not doing anything, im preparing the presentation speech can.
wads ur prob den?
called my fone so much, tat the card value left is TEN CENT?!
how am i supposed to survive?
i doubt my mum is gonna let me top-up so soon okay
im trying to save the money can, its like, im saving it, &ppl is wasting it fer me.
hell.
even nicole call, oso get scolded by me lo.
&i only tell u not to call, u gave me attitude, wads ur prob.
ppl ask y am i so affected, all i can say is, i work fer the group, now my hard work is not being recognised &ppl tot im juz trying to ruin the presentation
so who am i? so wad am i supposed to do now?
u say its a group work, so me atiqah &md was trying to make the structure out juz now
wad de hack did u do?
im bursting.
&when its judging, all u do is advertise.
we've gotten enuf work alrdy can, &u dere, trying to advertise, saying that ur kite is the best, wads in ur mind? we dun understand
obviously if we're flying the kite tmr, we're gonna screw can.
hell it, save me someone, im really exploding like a volcanoe.
im not gonna let this issue spoil my mood further.
stituation is getting ad &im sick &tired of being with ppl like this, ppl told me to tell her off, but wad am i supposed to do?
i wanna tell her off, OF COZ I DO, but how to? if i were to make things to the wits, im gonna suffer tmr, not only me, atikah &md too, so, i shall keep quiet &shutup(:
i dun wan the presentation to screw, neither do i wanna quarrel with shiyang.
coz im too tired to have coldfight anymore, its getting tiring, its killing me inside. but nobody noes how im feeling anymore coz the one who noe me best is now no longer by my side giving my support):
well, wad can i do? im trying to save things.
IM TRYING TO HELP
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i dunno wad u're doing, i really dunno. is this a coldfight? or wad? u're ignoring me &sometimes, u're toking to me like before, i dunno wad to do. wad am i supposed to do now?
how am i supposed to react?
i wanna smile like how i did b4, &laugh like how u made me
u made me a cherrful person &u pulled me down totally again
i dunno wad u're trying to do, perhaps, ive not know u enuf, &im not fit to be by ur side to give u support anymore
u've gotten a replacement, yeahh, so, kinda great? im happy fer u(:
music is wad im left with now. so, i'll do my best in co &try to work hard in theory sutdies(:
JIAYOU JIAYOU!
I WILL BE A HAPPY KID(;
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hoping that tmr is gonna be a good day
thks viv fer tat msg(;

&that was what we thought at,
11:27 PM