the truth is:

Thursday, December 28, 2006

aww, im upset laDDDDDDDDDDD:
tomorrow is the chalet &alot of them just told me that they're not coming):
im useless laD:
i dont think i'll organise anymore chalets / class outings alreadyD:
im not blaming those that couldnt go but i just think that im useless.
that i couldnt make everybody excited about the chalet &look forward to it):
hais, im practically u-s-e-l-e-s-s, &certainly a bad oraganiser.

but i still hope nic would go
&ivan could persuade his mum to let him go.
mervyn to become rich &decide to go.
&supeng's mum to let her go
&the others to text me saying that they've changed their minds.
***
i'll do some quizes from nic's blog. (:

Name: CYNTHIA!:D
Birthday: o3o393(:
Hair colour: black with white:D
Height: 160D: im a shorty la!D:
Right handed or left handed: righty.
The shoes you wore today: i wore flip flop
Weakness: stm, affected easily, quite of a clumsy &a lazy pig(x
Your fears: heights D: &despair.
What would you like to achieve this year: i have another 4days, alright, just be happy(:
Your most overused phrase on an instant messenger: like wth?, lol, haha, alright, i have no idea.
First thoughts waking up: i'll go check out the time.
Your best physical feature: i have no idea. there is nothing that im good in la. ):
Your bedtime: from 9 to 10 &now, not earlier than 3am.
Your most missed memory: sixoneys, o3o2o6.
Pepsi or coke: coke.
Macdonalds or burger king: MAC:D
Single or group dates: depends.
Lipton ice tea or nestea: i have no idea.
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate.
Cappucino or coffee: cappucino i guess?
Will you smoke: OF CAUSE NOT OKAY.
Do you swear: yeah, but not that often.
Have you been in love: obvious.
Do you want to go to college: yes(:
Do you want to get married: high possibility(:
Do you believe in yourself: maybe, i hope its a yes again soon.
Do you think you're attractive: no of cause.
Are you a health freak: no.
Do you get along with your parents: i guess so?
Do you like thunderstorms: i have no idea, depends actually.
Do you play an instrument: yes.
Drink alcohol: i drink jolly shandy(:

In the past month have you smoked: NO
In the past month have you been on drugs: NO
In the past month have you gone on a date: i guess no.
In the past month have you gone to a mall: yes. just went like in the afternoon.
In the past month have you eaten a box of oreos: no, i dont quite like oreos.
In the past month have you eaten sushi: yes(:
In the past month have you been on stage: nah, i miss my primary school life okay.
In the past month have you been dumped: no.
In the past month have you gone skinny dipping: no.
In the past month have you stolen anything: no.
Ever been drunk: you wont get drunk drinking jolly shandy.
Ever been called a tease: no.
Been beaten up: no. i mean i dont know, a slap from jess to my backD:
Ever shoplifted: no.
How do you want to die: everybody wants to die peacefully i guess.
What you want to be when you grow up: a pilot if its possible(:
Would you like most to visit: korea(: / hongkong disneyland:D
Favourite eye colour: blue(:
Favourite hair colour: i have no idea, NOT HOT PINK.
Weight: not lesser than 1digit, but lesser than 3digits(:
Best clothing style: i have no idea.
Number of cds i have: i have no idea
Number of piercings: 0D: used to have them.
Number of tattoos: i hate tatoos okay.
Number of things in my past i regret: that thursday.

another:DDDDDDDDDD

1.NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER "B".
beatrice
2. NOW NAME SOMETHING THAT REMINDS YOU OF THAT PERSON.
chinese orchestra
3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
heights, asthma attacksD:
4. WERE YOU A LEGO-MANIAC WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
NO.
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
i have no idea.
6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
no.
7. DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
no?
8. WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU ARE GOING TO?
i hope is s.h.e's or an band / co concert(:
9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
black.
10. WHO IS NUMBER TWO ON YOUR SPEED-DIAL?
i dont use speed-dial.
11. FAVORITE CARTOON:
winnie the pooh? DUMBO:D
12. WHAT COLOR'S YOUR EYES?
black.
13. LAST CD YOU LISTENED TO THE WHOLE WAY THROUGH?
the veronicas' i seldom listen all the way but to my playlist.
14. MOST RANDOM THING YOU HEARD IN THE PAST 72 HOURS?
hey pig. lol
15. LAST MOST RECENT PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
supeng. i called her to check out if she is coming.
16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE DARKO?
no.
17. DO YOU HAVE TO WORK TOMORROW?
no. im not working.
18. ANY BUMPER STICKERS ON YOUR CAR?
i dont own a car.
19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?.
HAHA, if i could, im not caicynthia(:
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A HELICOPTER?
no.
21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
no
22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENER?
i have no idea.
23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING
lol, i have no idea too.
24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
high possibility.
25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
no of cause, it suck like what okay.
26. LAST FRUIT EATEN?
i have no idea.
27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?
NICOLE GOH:D
28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
LOL, obvious not.
29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
no.
30. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
pack up stuff for chalet.
31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
i hope not.
32.WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU CHATTED TO?
lts &jinghui.
33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
12.52am.
34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
caiz!:D caicai(x
35. LAST ALCOHOLIC DRINK.
i have no idea.
36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
just in the afternoon.
37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
i have no idea.
38. IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?
it might be real(: cause this year, he granted my wish:D
39. WOULD YOU LIKE TO DANCE WITH ME?
hahaha.
40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
not quite i guess.
41. WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
me(:
42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
crunchy i guess.
43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
erh?
44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
no.
46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
probably yes.
47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
YES.
48. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
perhaps so, i have people who care for me:D im quite happy with it
49. IS YOUR NAME ALAN?
no. im cynthia:D
50. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
no.
51. HOW OFTEN DO YOU GO TO THE MALL?
i have no idea, maybe once a week? about that. for lunch &stuff like that la.

Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
NO.
What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you're dating?
not much.
Ever been in a car wreck?
no.
Were you popular in high school?
no.
Have you ever been on a blind date?
HAHA! no. its like so old-fashion &my parents would never force me to.
Are looks important?
depends. not quite i guess?
Do you have any friends that you've known 10 years or more?
not ten years that long. 7years yes(:
By what age would you like to be married?
25? i have no idea.
Have you ever made a mistake?
yeah. hell one i guess.
Are you a good tipper?
no. lol
What's the most you have spent for a haircut?
i have no idea.
Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?
if justin timberlake / wangchuanyi / jaychou is going to become a teacher i will:D
Have you ever peed in public?
lol, when im small? i cant remember.
Would you tell your parents if you are gay?-
haha! my parent would thought im crazy la.
Beer, wine or hard liquor?
none(:
Do you have any phobias?
heights.
What are you plans for the future?
become a pilot. (: excel in co.
Do you walk around the house naked?
NO.
Hair colour you like on someone you're dating?
it doesnt play big part. as long as its not any of those very bright colours like HOTPINK.
What do you do as soon as you walk in the house
take off my shoes.
Do you like horror or comedy?
horro. both actually.
Are you missing anyone?
yeah.
If you weren't straight, what person of the same sex would you do?
a lesbian too i'll choose(:
Where do you want to live when you are old?
somewhere im used to living in.
Who is the person you can count on most?
i have no idea. nic mad marion bah(: &maybe, duz? i guess so. &some other that mean alot too.
What did you dream last night?
no idea.
What is your favourite sport to watch?
BADMINTON:D table tennis, beach ball, soccer with ZIDANE:D
What is your favourite alcoholic drink
jolly shandy:D
Non alcoholic drink?
green tea.
Do you sing in the shower?
seldom.
Have you ever been arrested?
no.
What is your favourite holiday?
i have no idea. hongkong disney land i guess?
Would you ever get plastic surgery?
NO. if i were to get it, my nose might drop. LOL
Have you ever caught a fish?
no):

thats all.
&im feeling a little better(:

&yeah, i guess i have to go pack stuffs.
byebye.
you've gotten the attitude towards me practically is because, you've know the answer i have in me. thats the reason why i say, i dont have to explain about anything.

&that was what we thought at,
1:13 AM