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AIHTNYCIAC
Life is about trusting your feelings, taking chances, being torn apart, getting cheated, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past and realizing life goes on.
Monday, December 11, 2006


hello hello!:DD
its 1.35am now, just finished auditioning
im addictedD:
oh no!

alright,
went ahma house for like the whole day
at first, i was totally unwilling to go.
okay, i know im bad, but well, imagine facing people that you're not very familiar with the whole day.
i really mean the WHOLE DAY.
from 10am - 8pm.
its a torture.
imagine me stoning infront of the tvD:
im not that kind of person. lol
but okay, i quite belong to the "anti-social" group.
well, i mix well with people i always hang around with
but not really relatives, only some.
cause, some over at my mother side's cousins are really big.
as in, we're having kind of genaration gap.
haha, they're all 20+ you see.
so, im always alone when im at grandma's hse)':
loner..
well, i dont like / want to be one la.
im trying to be more socialable!!
lol, whatever~

alright, i went of cause. its my grandpa's birthday celebration.
if i were not to go, im really an idiot.
lol.
i went, &as what i predicted, i stoned.
but not as long:D
i reached about 11plus with mum &jie.
then, started stoning &stuff. haha

oh yeah, luckily some of my more-familier-cousins were there,
or not, i'll really look like an oddball(x
especially, roy:D i mean roy tan
he is super-duper-ultra-mega-uper-cutie:D
he speaks good english &chinese
&he is like around 4years old?
yeah. quite a handsome guy. hahaha

in the end, i went early.
well, was quite of bushuang you see.
they're all leaving me there in my granny's house alone can.
i mean, my mum went to work, &my jie went for her band performance
&my brother went dont know where.
so, you see, i have to wait for my dad to go over before i could leave
&at last we leave at around 5.30pm.
well, its quite early already:D

watched star awards(:
well, i just dont feel like using the computer just now
so, i went watching tv:D

i did not watch asian games todayD:
its alright(:
oh yeah, Taufik Hidayat from indonesia rocks can
he is like super cool when he play badminton okay!
&his supporters are always so "high"
keeping the spirit up to support him till the end man!
im a little-tiny-winy fan of his(x

okay, there is co tmr(:
well, i dont feel like going):

wth,
thinking of it just makes my blood boils.
all of you dou mei ren qing wei.
&im feeling so pathetic,
asking myself why am i always ending up with a large group of people who have no ren qing wei):
haiis, one day, it might be anybody of you's turn to be insulted,
since that day they could do it to him.
they could do it to anyone of you close to them one day.
thats what a tiny-winy-secondary-one think.
its just my opinion(:

alright,
i have to go!
bYe!!
sugar dreams(:

&that was what we thought at,
1:58 AM