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AIHTNYCIAC
Life is about trusting your feelings, taking chances, being torn apart, getting cheated, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past and realizing life goes on.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007


HELLO:D

rawr, today is really a happening day okay.
&i have to blog or not i'll have some kind of internal bleeding thing happening.
lol. whatever.

i really couldnt stand those hooligans okay.
like hello, do you have any rights to break the rules if you were somebody who acts like a hooligan?
i dont see whats so great about them acting like a somebody when maybe they're nobody at all.
i didnt mean im trying to look for any trouble or whatever case is that, im just trying to express what i feel in myself.

okay, i admit, im afraid of getting into those unwanted troubles.
but, i have to go by the rules when im on duty.
&of cause, not abusing the little authority i have being a prefect in school.
all i want to do, is to get the job done &also, avoiding conflicts.
but when time comes, when i have to make a choice, i will always go with the rules.
not trying to be a "goodie goodie".
but if anyone of you were to be in my shoes, you'll know how i felt during recess.
i seriously feel that im a failure facing those people out there.
&being a prefect for like 4years, this is the first time im feeling so strongly that im nobody even when im in tie.
what ive just said, i didnt mean that im trying to show off that im a student leader in school, but sometimes, what im feeling inside, i seriously think no one would understand.
&being a student leader in school, i know deeply in my thoughts that im sure to face up with these problems through my way, but i thought it was a really big humilitation.
maybe, i have to put down a little more of my pride when im having that tie around my neck.

i dont want to elaborate about what actually happened during recess.
so yeah, i think its really moronic for me to get pissed over that thing that happened during recess for like so long.

today duz played in the tornament. &yeah he got injured on his knee.
&look really really kelian okay!
den can see he is in pain or something like this la, but still he continue with the game luh.
a little xin tong la, &of cause okay, he is my bestest buddy okay.
&if its yeofuqiang i oso will xintong la.
&if its any other people who're close to me who've injured themselve like that i'll be xintong too la.
&whats more i know that duz is quite stresssed up over the tornament thing.
so yeah. hais.
nevermind bah. the matches are over, &yeah.
hope they can do better the next round:D

oh yeah, ive changed my skin:D
MCR!:D
yayness.
im trying to stop using century gothic always,
cause that day when i went over to beatrice's house, i saw my blog in her laptop, &the words are small.

okay, there is co &the rep-s meeting.
im very reluctant to go for the meeting luh, i have no idea why, but just dont feel like to go &ya, thats it):
syf rehearsal is just next thursday!
D:

ha-ha-ha
{i just feel like typing ha-ha-ha}
LOL.

nowadays, i claim that those days without homeworks are happy days:D
cause i really want to use the computer like how i did during the holidays for like longggggg. :D

i have to brush up my english language.
&i bet, bio test is coming soon, so yeah, i'll have to start paying full attention during bio lesson(x

really feeling very very very very troubled now.
i dont wish for things to happen like how it did the other time when all of you misunderstood me.
&im seriously neutral.
i have trust every single one of you still.(:

okayokay, i have to go already.
byebye:D
my heart almost stop beating the moment i heard that. &im seriously very xintong of it.):

&that was what we thought at,
10:59 PM