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AIHTNYCIAC
Life is about trusting your feelings, taking chances, being torn apart, getting cheated, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past and realizing life goes on.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007


i have no idea where i should start from.

but today, its really a screwed-up-day.
started with the sorethroat ive gotten, making me feeling really uneasy.
&next, was my phone. it cracked, &my heart cracked too)':
english lesson, im upset with myself. im really sorry.
&assembly, mrschia's speech went overtime &i doubt she realised it.
&then i waited for so damn long, wishing you'll come, but you didnt, &the next moment when i saw you, you're with _, who've always given me that kind of "scram off you" face ever since i entered bbss &knew there was such person like _.
so, im upset, disappointment &everything.
then rushed here &there, wasted 2hours thinking of something simple.
&thanks to all who've filled me with ideas.
really thank you!
&yuan to go home late cause of me): im really sorry.
&my mum is sick, seeing her this sick, im really really feeling so bad in me):
i hope she get well soon. &really soon.

&honestly, i'll not be able to blog how often ive been blogging, but like once a week / once a month.
its tentative still, but when im away, do tag my blog to keep it alive alright.
really thanks to all!

im feeling despair):
i have to say goodbye to my precious today):
&alot of them.

&excuse me if i were to not give a damn to you tomorrow, cause i really have no idea how am i supposed to face tomorrow &too many things happened):
not trying to act emotional, but im really feeling upset. &its freaking kind of.
i have no idea how i would be tomorrow. sorry all):

today is full of disappointments plus disappointments &plus plus plus more of disappointments.
i feel really bad inside. ):

tomorrow is duz's birthday.
&yeah. HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY DUZ. (:
thank you for all those moments &the gift im giving you might suck a little, but i used my whole afternoon to get it.
its really simple, thats why i say i wasted 2hours thinking of simple things.

&i want to become 14 too, becoming 14, view of things would be different &things change.
i practically hate school now.
&the timetable suck to core.

&the profile on the left, people said i made a mistake, i did it on purpose writing as 41.
(:

&i love nic, i know you'll always be there for me. thanks dear, i love you!

visit SOCRUSHED-.BLOGSPOT.COM often okay, &tag often, when im away.
so, byebye.
take good care. (:
im so not into all this now. cause you've thrown away the trust ive given you all along. byebye.

&that was what we thought at,
5:50 AM