the truth is:

Sunday, March 04, 2007

FILIAL PIETY

Definition:
it is to take care of one's parents; not be rebellious; show love, respect and support; display courtesy; ensure male heirs, uphold fraternity among brothers; wisely advise one's parents; conceal their mistakes; display sorrow for their sickness and death; and carry out sacrifice after their death.

why am i posting this up all of a sudden?
there is a reason behind it.

i went to my ahma's house for dinner a few hours ago, &lots of relatives were there
just when i was filling my bowl with rice, my granddad fell.
&the most unbelievable thing was, nobody in the house actually took the initiative to help him up you see.
&i went to help him up.
can you see how the world is now? so many people were there &i could hear people gossiping about how he actually fell.
it really makes people pissed off okay!
i mean, hello, the one that fell is your granddad / dad / father-in-law okay.
its somebody related to you la, &plus he is old already okay.
cant you just help but stand &look with your mouth wide open &gossiping.
i totally dont understand why am i living in such condition.
&i dont see the point why am i in the wrong of using the tissue to wipe the floor.
okay, its unhygenic, but i have no idea either okay.
&yeah, im super pissed at my ahma's house &i totally give the stupid attitude.
&i know its idiotic, but i cant help okay.
imagine its your mum / dad who've fell.
i really cant stand to just watch &GOSSIP/
the worst is that people actually stand & GOSSIP

&i doubt anybody actually noticed that my granddad knid of have difficulty in breathing just now.
the world is indeed changing, maybe one day, the sky would really fall.

this is how the world is currently.
my life is pathetic.

okay, i shall not talk about how pathetic my life is but how wonderful my friends are!:D

my precious!:D they bought me this.
the 22people(: THANK YOU!!:DD

the way to sakura yesterday:/ hahaha, the journey is really long okay.
but its worth it!
its not very long by viewing the photo only, but you have to see the whole stretch of stairs okay.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG

this was why everything was worth it:D
hahaha, the shark fin soup was the best i think.
&the chawamushi was mega delicious too!!

hahaha, us &the chef:D
hahaha, jess & yuan wasnt in the photo:/ {its obvious actually-.-}

thats all for the photos(:
& thanks to yuan!:D
she was the one who've sent me the photos, & sent me the song - just so you know:D
its super nice okay!

so, im putting it up on my blog!
woots:D from yuan's blog:D

JUST SO YOU KNOW

i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away

i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away

and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop

(chorus:)
just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and i can't help it
i won't sit around, i can't let him win now
thought you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all
before i go
just so you know

it's getting hard to be around you
there's so much i can't say
do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way

and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop

(chorus)

this emptiness is killing me
and i'm wondering why i've waited so long
looking back i realize
it was always there just never spoken
i'm waiting here...been waiting here

(chorus)

nice song eh(;
hehehe.

i have to go!
BYE!!:DD
na shi yi ge mei you ren gan ti chu de wen ti. dan wo men dou zhi dao, ni yi jing zhan ju le ta de yi qie when you say you dont want it. isnt it ridiculous?

&that was what we thought at,
11:22 PM