the truth is:

MISC!

Thankyou for the best time of my life(:

My pillar of strength(:

I remember everything(:

Just like ships, we float through each others' lives, but I believe we will one day dock at the same port again.

Im nothing, nothing without you.

With much love,

I'll never regret something that once made me smile.

Just smile(:

Together, we could shine brighter than the sun!

You're extrordinary(:

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We shared many beautiful times together. You made my life. I have no regrets. But I am just a chapter in your lives, there will be many more. Remember our wonderful memories. But please don't be afraid to make some more.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIXIN!:DDD
grow shorter(x hahhaa

did not managed to use the computer last night:/
so did not get to update too. sorry!

yesterday was alright actually
co as usual.
i overslept again :/
starved:/
was complaining of being hungry &tired):
there was once that i even almost fell asleep &shenlaoshi suddenly shouted for everybody to play a certain part, &as i stand i almost fell:/
super embarrassing, natalie said she had the feeling to fall too.
haha, reason being, she was falling asleep too(x
hahaha.

was home late after going to ft's house to complete work.
causing me not having the chance to use the computer.
but its alright anyway, i have a whole week to enjoy actually(:

ive realised, time is passing really quickly
&also, ive realised, things are really different from the past.
really different, people became really short-tempered {im one of those}.
or i dont know whether its that im getting more &more sensitive / paranoid over little things
for whatever reason that is, i just couldnt take that any longer:/
im a loser):

i was wondering if what ive done really would do good for my future.
had i really made the right choice of being involved in so many things?
will i really be happy of what ive achieve in the future.
i doubt so.
for all i say, its wrong
for all i do, its wrong
people just doubted my abilities at times which made me really pissed over things
causing me to stop giving trust, having the faith to continue with things.
self deception is never a good thing.
so i would rather face up with it &deal with things that are going the wrong way now
rather to leave regrets!:/

that was crap.
but sometimes, i really thought am i wasting my time over some things.
would i really get benefited from what im doing now in the future?
its really uncertain, but i could roughly say, im just wasting my time now.

seems like i really cant do well in anything:/
its depressing):

i better get going, im hungry:/
byebye!
it really hurts me when i got to know that): but i was really touched.

&that was what we thought at,
12:08 PM