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AIHTNYCIAC
Life is about trusting your feelings, taking chances, being torn apart, getting cheated, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past and realizing life goes on.
Friday, October 12, 2007
over and over again,

my eyes :/
im gonna die of itch manzzxzx! okay, this is crazy.

i think im becoming a pig after exams. due to the fact that im having absolutely nothing to do at all these days. slept my way from 4pm to 9.30pm! i am dead, i'll see how im gonna force myself into sleep later. i doubt anything can help me to sleep already. im dead:/


paperchecking was alright today.
but i hate the bio part when misskoe just couldnt understand what we were / i was talking about): and i think i can get my one mark! but, nvm, i was too afraid to continue to fight for my pathetic-one-mark. cause misskoe sounded as if shes gonna eat me up already when i attempted to ask about the question again and again and again. hahaha.

kept telling myself, everything would turn out fine. and sa is only 45%. but im still not convinced! lit was horrible lah, okay, more than horrible actually. :/ shall not talk about it. all gonna be fine yep!

&i told miss punitha i was too depressed yesterday to do any with my marks with my phy pp. and she went on telling the e3 guys who were trying to stop her from making any changes to my marks. hahaha, its gonna be funny if you were there. &MISS PUNITHA ROCKS:D


duz and des were kinda "quarrelling" after school. and was sitting beside duz and whoever sitting anyway near will hear their convo and would definately think its :O. really impressive, (well, funny lah!). but i think they almost exploded my brain okay! but im sure gonna miss them, if we were to part next year. but hey yo! look on the brighter side of life, everything is just gonna be fine alright(:

had so much fun on the way back home. duz was on the same bus as us today, i was simply making him laugh so much. but to others sitting infront of me, would think he is crazy, laughing to himself:D and he thought that it was stupid, but i find it entertaining:D heee, thats the reason why we're the bestest buddies ever found in 2e4 manzxzx!

its saturday tomorrow!
thinking of what i should do actually. but nothing seemed to be getting into my mind now.
hmmmhmmmhmm..


anyway,
school was different today.
gotta get used to it asap! go caiz!

and, tuesday / wednesday is gonna be rotting time! ):
heartstrings day, manzxzx!

i did something which was mega dumb/gaoxiao to yl today. i almost went crazy laughing about it outside the classroom. and the worst thing was, im the only person laughing. :/
i think im suffering from some kind of illness manzxzx. too depressed lah!

i guess its gonna be the best way out.
as usual :
you can say the same lie for a thousand times, but it never gets true anymore.

&now, i dont feel like talking to anybody. ): into the semi-depressive mode again:/
sucks:x

okay,
cynthia is depressed, but still alive.
byebye.
我没有足够的资格去插手。
但请你们尊重我，因为我是识字的，也不是瞎子/聋子。我也是有人权的。

&that was what we thought at,
11:43 PM