the truth is:

MISC!

Thankyou for the best time of my life(:

My pillar of strength(:

I remember everything(:

Just like ships, we float through each others' lives, but I believe we will one day dock at the same port again.

Im nothing, nothing without you.

With much love,

I'll never regret something that once made me smile.

Just smile(:

Together, we could shine brighter than the sun!

You're extrordinary(:

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We shared many beautiful times together. You made my life. I have no regrets. But I am just a chapter in your lives, there will be many more. Remember our wonderful memories. But please don't be afraid to make some more.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Note to self: Just breathe.

Didnt have much to update these days, plus, I did not even get the chance to use the computer last night for more than 1/2hour. Whatever.

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS KOH!:DDDDDD
Thank you for all you've done for the class for the past 1 and 1/2years, (:
Really appreciate you effort, and Im sure, 2E4 loves you! :D

Had co yesterday.
The song we had during combine practice was :O, really slowwwwwwwwwww! And, Natalie and I had some problems counting here and there for the first part. But the second part went fast, and I almost couldnt catch up! And, I was practically staring at my scores so closely, that i almost forgotten theres a conductor infront of all of us. Obvious enough, got scolded ): Well, its okay, although I gotta admit it was very embarrassing, but Im kind of used to such scoldings already. So, Im still looking forward to co practices(: Oh! We tried some drumset basic:D

Kind of regretting my choices now. If I could turn back time now, I'll definately make a wiser choice. ):

Manymanymany things are troubling me now, but I just couldnt name them all.
Please, please, let me come to a decision. I really hate what Ive placed for first choice now. I guess, sleeping / chocolates wouldnt help now. Because, Ive realised, this issue will not be solved if I continue to runaway this way. I know what Im thinking now is so wrong, and its so not like my thinking, but yes, I really want to be in the same class as all of you):
Many has been telling me, never to let anybody affect your choices, and decisions. Ive tried really hard, to convince myself that spliting into different classes is the best way for all of us to excel in our studies, but, something in me is going so wrong now. I really have no idea why, before the last day of school, I seriously thought, we shouldnt follow what our friends had chosen, and see no point in doing it. But now, Im kind of regretting my choices. I know im not being rational thinking this way, unfortunately, I cant help too):

And I know, its all up to myself for now.
But, I also know, whatever decision Im going to make, I have clique's support. (:
To Clique:
Your existence gave me hope, gave me faith to carry on with life. Really love and miss you girls, I just want to see all of you soon. And, Im so glad, we'll really have a meet up tomorrow. I hope I could fast forward time(just for now), to meet you girls sooner. With much love,

Saw that message from love yesterday during co. I thought Ive made it through, but sadly, I did not.

Its time, byebye(:

&that was what we thought at,
4:32 PM